Thursday, October 11, 2007
Push to shove
Things have been odd. I have felt pretty sad. I’m not sure why, I know people care. I have reached a point in my life where I feel sorta isolated. No one is getting very close to me. Its not always this way I have tried and I seem to always fail. Not sure why but I keep getting pushed away. Maybe I’m too needy perhaps I should back off. Maybe I deserve all this rejection, I don’t know. I just know I am lonely.
I don't mean to sound all "emo" right now. I know this will be okay.